I really listened her and I think she also really listened to me.
As I predicted our opinions were different, but not opposite, just different point of views. She was not expecting what I said, and it was really tough to speak everything. We cried a lot.
I don’t know what will happen now, and I’m trying to not think about it because.. well… I don’t know.
I didn’t go to talk to her to get back, I just feel that it was necessary. I needed to listen her, to listen myself while I was talking about where I failed, and I thing she needed to listen where she failed at me.
It doesn’t mean that we will get back together, but I think it will help us to be happy in the future because we can improve ourselves. And the good part is that she is already doing it, so I was really happy to see it.
Of course I miss her, I miss her so much… but I really don’t know if I would have the strength to try again. It was already hard to break up one time and it is being hard trying to forget her. Trying again will always have the chance of failure, and the fear of it will be hard to deal with, and I think that failing again will be too much for me…
It was tough to touch her, to be with her and then walk away alone to home, the home that one day was our home… our place…
I really don’t know what will happen now… but the world doesn’t stop, and that’s what keeps me moving forward.
… I finally got the courage to send an email to her about what is passing by my mind after these 3 months that we broke up.
I probably had a hundreds of imaginary conversations with her, and every night, even when I don’t want to, I think about her, about us, about what we did wrong.
I have no idea what she will answer, but I had to do it, I had to take this out of my system.
I asked her if she think about me, about us, if she thinks about talking to me. I don’t know even if we talk we can be together again, but I want to talk to her, to see her, to say the things I’ve being thinking after all these months, to listen her…
But if she says that she doesn’t want to, that she see no point on it… well, it’s her right, and I’ll need to really forget her, to delete all the photos, to trow away our rings and start over again…
"Because some stretch marks are okay and natural!" Are you implying there are types (locations, I guess?) of stretch marks that are okay and some that aren't? Some that are natural and some that aren't? Would you mind making a list for those of us at home?
Not at all.
I posted the picture with the comment because most of the sexy pictures I find have no marks of any type, maybe implying that only “perfect” skins are sexy, who, IMO, isn’t true =)
Edit: as english isn’t my main language, I noted that the use of the word “some” may be misunderstood on that context, so I’m changing the text =)